All I've got now in my defense is my innocence - I've been hypnotised

*this is still fiction : ) *


It's getting more and more difficult to get along with this feeling you cause me.
I live my life, but sometimes, you just appear from nowhere, out of the blue. And then everything gets messed up: I dream of you, I can't concentrate. My whole body longs for you.
It still wasn't this time when you came and told me you love me. I was dying to hear it, but you didn't say it.
I keep imagining how it would be, to be with you. I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life, you know... just for a little while. What we have is something different, something that would be satisfied with much less than our lives. We're not, as I said before, meant for each other. But life is drawing us together, for some reason.
We have issues. Two big ones to be specific. And even with all those strings attached, we're still one. We're two of a kind, aren't we!
I wonder what you want from me... company, share the things we both like so much, spend your life by my side, a kiss, a night of wild love making...
And I also wonder how long you are going to run away from me. C'mon, I can feel the heat inside of you when we see each other. I bet if this was your last day on earth, you'd find a way to come to me. Don't be so coward. I won't do you any good, but I know that's not what you want from me. I know you want me to be as bad as I can...
Oh please... let's cut the crap.
You pretend this is your last day on earth... and then I give you the rest of your life with me, company, I'll share with you everything we both like, I'll give you kisses and a night of wild love making... and then we can go back to pretending that nothing ever happened...